of putting on a fake smile and pretending my life is great. But I guess I make my own life.
days like these. I woke up in a good mood and cleaned my apt and now I am watching ‘due date’ and getting stoned before I go make $$ tonight! It’s rainy but surprisingly I don’t dislike it today. :)
are starting to get better for me. I officially quit drinking 16 days ago, and in those 16 days I have felt a lot better about myself and the way things are going now with the guy I have been talking to for a while now. I actually have stuff for my apt now. And I am actually happier. I have a $394 citation that I have to pay by Saturday for public intoxication but I have no doubt in my mind that I won’t have it. I can do anything I set my mind to right? :)
that everything will be okay. I need to focus on healing my body and work on how I treat the people that I care about and that care about me. I haven’t been exactly the best person lately, I have been fucking up left and right. I’m quitting drinking and I haven’t had a cigarette in two days. And I really haven’t craved one. :) I can do anything I set my mind to.
I gotta look at the brighter side of things. Shit could be worse I can walk out if I need to. ;)
OMG! Never would have thought of that! My mind is being blown so many times today! O.O
